Thursday, November 27, 2008
had a long talk to him.. cant hold it back anymore again.. afer every 4 days we'll quarrel once.. he's tired, i'm tired..
he's just such a person..
i cant take it anymore..
whatever it is..
just let it be..
i haf these symptoms which spells i haf depression:
I feel sad.
I feel like crying a lot.
I'm bored.
I feel alone.
I don't really feel sad, just "empty".
I don't have confidence in myself.
I don't like myself.
I often feel scared, but I don't know why.
I feel mad, like I could just explode!
I feel guilty.
I can't concentrate.
I have a hard time remembering things.
I don't want to make decisions - it's too much work.
I feel like I'm in a fog.
I'm so tired, no matter how much I sleep.
I'm frustrated with everything and everybody.
I don’t have fun anymore.
I feel helpless.
I'm always getting into trouble.
I'm restless and jittery. I can’t sit still.
I feel nervous.
I feel disorganized, like my head is spinning.
I feel self-conscious.
I can't think straight. My brain doesn't seem to work.
I feel ugly.
I don’t feel like talking anymore - I just don’t have anything to say.
I feel my life has no direction.
I feel life isn’t worth living.
I consume alcohol/take drugs regularly.
My whole body feels slowed down - my speech, my walk, and my movements.
I don't want to go out with friends anymore.
I don't feel like taking care of my appearance.
Occasionally, my heart pounds, I can't catch my breath, and I feel tingly.
My vision feels strange and I feel I might pass out. The feeling passes in seconds, but I'm afraid it will happen again.
Sometimes I feel like I'm losing it.
I feel "different" from everyone else.
I smile, but inside I'm miserable.
I have difficulty falling asleep or I awaken between 1 A.M. and 5 A.M. and then I can't get back to sleep.
My appetite has diminished - food tastes so bland.
My appetite has increased - I feel I could eat all the time.
My weight has increased/decreased.
I have headaches.
I have stomachaches.
My arms and legs hurt.
I feel nauseous.
I'm dizzy.
Sometimes my vision seems blurred or slow.
I'm clumsy.
My neck hurts.
those ugly complaining posts seriously dun work.. n dun trust them.. cos they seriously senseless..
but i dun deny the super long ago time when i can still encourage other ppl to give in all they can will still work..
i will help myself over this
i'm gonna change n become another cheerful happie person. =)
even better than the time when i first started out with him.
making the decision not to see him is hard.
but i tink i really need it.
no point dragging.
let's hope that his silemce is really cos he duno what to say.
prolly he will noe better after he do sm research n gain sm knowledge like what tina said.
but i will not hesitat to let go if he tells me he wants to let go.
i must get on the way of my own.
i've been slacking n depressing for too long.
it's time to wake up.
i will try to build the cheerful me back again.
i will.
loves tina..
suddenly i felt she's really a good fren tat i've yet to appreciate her for long..
shucks lonely still..
he's just such a person..
i cant take it anymore..
whatever it is..
just let it be..
i haf these symptoms which spells i haf depression:
I feel sad.
I feel like crying a lot.
I'm bored.
I feel alone.
I don't really feel sad, just "empty".
I don't have confidence in myself.
I don't like myself.
I often feel scared, but I don't know why.
I feel mad, like I could just explode!
I feel guilty.
I can't concentrate.
I have a hard time remembering things.
I don't want to make decisions - it's too much work.
I feel like I'm in a fog.
I'm so tired, no matter how much I sleep.
I'm frustrated with everything and everybody.
I don’t have fun anymore.
I feel helpless.
I'm always getting into trouble.
I'm restless and jittery. I can’t sit still.
I feel nervous.
I feel disorganized, like my head is spinning.
I feel self-conscious.
I can't think straight. My brain doesn't seem to work.
I feel ugly.
I don’t feel like talking anymore - I just don’t have anything to say.
I feel my life has no direction.
I feel life isn’t worth living.
I consume alcohol/take drugs regularly.
My whole body feels slowed down - my speech, my walk, and my movements.
I don't want to go out with friends anymore.
I don't feel like taking care of my appearance.
Occasionally, my heart pounds, I can't catch my breath, and I feel tingly.
My vision feels strange and I feel I might pass out. The feeling passes in seconds, but I'm afraid it will happen again.
Sometimes I feel like I'm losing it.
I feel "different" from everyone else.
I smile, but inside I'm miserable.
I have difficulty falling asleep or I awaken between 1 A.M. and 5 A.M. and then I can't get back to sleep.
My appetite has diminished - food tastes so bland.
My appetite has increased - I feel I could eat all the time.
My weight has increased/decreased.
I have headaches.
I have stomachaches.
My arms and legs hurt.
I feel nauseous.
I'm dizzy.
Sometimes my vision seems blurred or slow.
I'm clumsy.
My neck hurts.
those ugly complaining posts seriously dun work.. n dun trust them.. cos they seriously senseless..
but i dun deny the super long ago time when i can still encourage other ppl to give in all they can will still work..
i will help myself over this
i'm gonna change n become another cheerful happie person. =)
even better than the time when i first started out with him.
making the decision not to see him is hard.
but i tink i really need it.
no point dragging.
let's hope that his silemce is really cos he duno what to say.
prolly he will noe better after he do sm research n gain sm knowledge like what tina said.
but i will not hesitat to let go if he tells me he wants to let go.
i must get on the way of my own.
i've been slacking n depressing for too long.
it's time to wake up.
i will try to build the cheerful me back again.
i will.
loves tina..
suddenly i felt she's really a good fren tat i've yet to appreciate her for long..
shucks lonely still..
7:42 PM
