Thursday, November 27, 2008
tis whole week is sucky..
totally suck to the core..
just had subway wif jolene..
loves subway mann.. it's just so damn nice n yummy..
i tot tis wk he will shower me wif unlimited loves n cares tat i've never received for long since he's not busy wif skool wif hall activities wif work. but am i wrong? i really need the actions from him.
hmm realised he's a gamer..
he rather spend the time to game..
late into the night n woke up late for our date..
he's a movie/drama lover..
he rather stay at home to watch movies n dramas rather coming over earlier.. leaving his house before i end skool.. to surprise me n "fetch" me from skool.. he din tot of tis small little tings tat will make my day.. saddeningly, he called to ask me to go look for him at amk instead.. still recalling when he was having skool.. i make the effort to go all the way there to look for him.. wait for him to finish his lessons n come back to the room where i'll be waiting for him.. BUT wad has he done for me? any little encouragements? now. he's still watching his show.. later den decide kind of ting.. trust me.. he's gonna say he's not coming over le.. n i'm prepared to start the fight again.. saddened isnt it, it's like the only week he'll be free cos other ppl having exams but he finished his.. next wk guess all his hall activities will start le.. he's gonna gif me the crap reasons again.. n today cos he was gg for a dinner.. he din wan to tell me last night.. n just tell me he's gg to stay at home.. but actually he has a dinner wif his hall ppl.. he's hiding stg.. he's trying to hide it from me.. =( wad am i suppose to do? tis isnt the first time alr..
i dun wanna blow tings up really...
but am i left wif any other choice?
can we tok peacefully over it later?
i really hope it's gonnabe be a tok only..
i dun wanna cry over anything anymore..
for him, i cried too much too many times..
if he's gonnabe lidat for long,
i dun tink i can take it.
anyways,
perhaps he's still yet to grow up.
totally suck to the core..
just had subway wif jolene..
loves subway mann.. it's just so damn nice n yummy..
i tot tis wk he will shower me wif unlimited loves n cares tat i've never received for long since he's not busy wif skool wif hall activities wif work. but am i wrong? i really need the actions from him.
hmm realised he's a gamer..
he rather spend the time to game..
late into the night n woke up late for our date..
he's a movie/drama lover..
he rather stay at home to watch movies n dramas rather coming over earlier.. leaving his house before i end skool.. to surprise me n "fetch" me from skool.. he din tot of tis small little tings tat will make my day.. saddeningly, he called to ask me to go look for him at amk instead.. still recalling when he was having skool.. i make the effort to go all the way there to look for him.. wait for him to finish his lessons n come back to the room where i'll be waiting for him.. BUT wad has he done for me? any little encouragements? now. he's still watching his show.. later den decide kind of ting.. trust me.. he's gonna say he's not coming over le.. n i'm prepared to start the fight again.. saddened isnt it, it's like the only week he'll be free cos other ppl having exams but he finished his.. next wk guess all his hall activities will start le.. he's gonna gif me the crap reasons again.. n today cos he was gg for a dinner.. he din wan to tell me last night.. n just tell me he's gg to stay at home.. but actually he has a dinner wif his hall ppl.. he's hiding stg.. he's trying to hide it from me.. =( wad am i suppose to do? tis isnt the first time alr..
i dun wanna blow tings up really...
but am i left wif any other choice?
can we tok peacefully over it later?
i really hope it's gonnabe be a tok only..
i dun wanna cry over anything anymore..
for him, i cried too much too many times..
if he's gonnabe lidat for long,
i dun tink i can take it.
anyways,
perhaps he's still yet to grow up.
4:43 PM
