Tuesday, November 25, 2008
tot about it
decided to delete tat entry again
perhaps i shud gif him peace
but it's just gonna repeat the same old ting
i tot cos it was his pageant tat time that he has no time, he's tired, has no attention span on me.
but last night prove it all wrong.
pageant, tired and everything was nothing but only excuses.
(if u read tis, dun try to compare urself n hx, cos at least he will look for lj yst. he will msg her yst. not like u, whole day, not even a single msg in the whole afternoon. wad do u mean by tat?)
let's just gif him peace.
i'm tired of keep making the effort to catch his attention.
if he never noes how to make me feel i'm in his attention,..
guess let time tells it all.
i shant msg him ever again before he does
i shant call him ever again before he does
i shall look for my frens to seek solace from
i really miss that playground outside chris's place now.
never missed it so much before.
i tink he saw that entry
he wanted to type stg
but he left it blank
wells.
i duno wad to say anymore.
cos i tot i took it veri positively yst.
first time nvm.
but the second time just hit me like hours later within the same day.
i hate mj to the core.
decided to delete tat entry again
perhaps i shud gif him peace
but it's just gonna repeat the same old ting
i tot cos it was his pageant tat time that he has no time, he's tired, has no attention span on me.
but last night prove it all wrong.
pageant, tired and everything was nothing but only excuses.
(if u read tis, dun try to compare urself n hx, cos at least he will look for lj yst. he will msg her yst. not like u, whole day, not even a single msg in the whole afternoon. wad do u mean by tat?)
let's just gif him peace.
i'm tired of keep making the effort to catch his attention.
if he never noes how to make me feel i'm in his attention,..
guess let time tells it all.
i shant msg him ever again before he does
i shant call him ever again before he does
i shall look for my frens to seek solace from
i really miss that playground outside chris's place now.
never missed it so much before.
i tink he saw that entry
he wanted to type stg
but he left it blank
wells.
i duno wad to say anymore.
cos i tot i took it veri positively yst.
first time nvm.
but the second time just hit me like hours later within the same day.
i hate mj to the core.
10:34 AM
