Sunday, January 4, 2009
i feel like walking in circles in life...
it's like i xin luan le but the next moment same incidents or same tings will start again..
tings are repeating to the extend tat i'm even tired to tok abt it..
it makes me wonder is it worth to be xin luan?
even tho i noe tings wud end up lidat i still went ahead.. din wan to go.. but smone advised if i wan to be wif him in the future, i hafta go..
haf i been not facing the reality n not admitting tat reality is such a case?
mum took 20 years to understand and face it
i'm lucky to take less than 3years to wan to face the reality..
i haf no wish to solve or make tings any better right now..
let everything takes it own course naturally..
if it's meant to be, it is.
i haf just draw up my timetable for the week..
let's hope it's gonnabe a good week which i will achieve every single plan i haf made... =)
PS: will he ever regret not being wif ls if he sees how well tings are gg btw her n her bf right now? *wonders*
it's like i xin luan le but the next moment same incidents or same tings will start again..
tings are repeating to the extend tat i'm even tired to tok abt it..
it makes me wonder is it worth to be xin luan?
even tho i noe tings wud end up lidat i still went ahead.. din wan to go.. but smone advised if i wan to be wif him in the future, i hafta go..
haf i been not facing the reality n not admitting tat reality is such a case?
mum took 20 years to understand and face it
i'm lucky to take less than 3years to wan to face the reality..
i haf no wish to solve or make tings any better right now..
let everything takes it own course naturally..
if it's meant to be, it is.
i haf just draw up my timetable for the week..
let's hope it's gonnabe a good week which i will achieve every single plan i haf made... =)
PS: will he ever regret not being wif ls if he sees how well tings are gg btw her n her bf right now? *wonders*
10:22 PM
