Monday, April 20, 2009
mood: blah
oh wells it's my b'dae today n i dun a tinge bit of excitement..izzit always lidat when it comes to the same topic?when someone is not very keen abt it, the person will not even probe or even discuss any further?n does that just means he doesnt know what he wans? he doesnt really love that person so much so that he doesnt see a beautiful future?a person who keeps toking abt the future.. is someone who really yearns for a nice beautiful future.. but someone who doesnt, wha doesit mean?the person that u wish to haf dinner wif the most always dun rmb to confirm wif u until the last few moments. they alwasy take it for granted. that we will ask them again? cos they are forgetful? cos we r not so impt in their mind? it's just an obligation?having the same dreams of a relationship..when someone dun even dream about a relationship in the future, does tat mean it's hopeless?i'm faking myself.. even tho i really wanna tok abt stuff tonight,i'm holding back alot..but i still tried toking abt it..so stubborn right.. hahasperhaps up till now,i've been behaving so weirdly cos i noe stg..we both dun share the same dream..that's y those insecurities set in too..maybe we shud really consider a break up n nt waste each other's time?i shudn't really cling onto u anymore..it appears to be a small thing to haf the same dream to them,but it's a big thing to us..it seems to be so substance-less in a relationship..sudenly everything tat we've been thru..i haf no image of them..the future that i always hope to haf..not anymore.. hahasi tink i'm just gg to be damn disappointed.. really! trust me! we shall see in the time to come!!!!n i shall reveal this big disappointment when the time comes!!!i shall REN!!!
oh wells it's my b'dae today n i dun a tinge bit of excitement..izzit always lidat when it comes to the same topic?when someone is not very keen abt it, the person will not even probe or even discuss any further?n does that just means he doesnt know what he wans? he doesnt really love that person so much so that he doesnt see a beautiful future?a person who keeps toking abt the future.. is someone who really yearns for a nice beautiful future.. but someone who doesnt, wha doesit mean?the person that u wish to haf dinner wif the most always dun rmb to confirm wif u until the last few moments. they alwasy take it for granted. that we will ask them again? cos they are forgetful? cos we r not so impt in their mind? it's just an obligation?having the same dreams of a relationship..when someone dun even dream about a relationship in the future, does tat mean it's hopeless?i'm faking myself.. even tho i really wanna tok abt stuff tonight,i'm holding back alot..but i still tried toking abt it..so stubborn right.. hahasperhaps up till now,i've been behaving so weirdly cos i noe stg..we both dun share the same dream..that's y those insecurities set in too..maybe we shud really consider a break up n nt waste each other's time?i shudn't really cling onto u anymore..it appears to be a small thing to haf the same dream to them,but it's a big thing to us..it seems to be so substance-less in a relationship..sudenly everything tat we've been thru..i haf no image of them..the future that i always hope to haf..not anymore.. hahasi tink i'm just gg to be damn disappointed.. really! trust me! we shall see in the time to come!!!!n i shall reveal this big disappointment when the time comes!!!i shall REN!!!
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