Wednesday, March 25, 2009
♥ another attempt to communicate
*edited*
wells,
the real nightmare as finally began.
friends comments can affect a relationship very much.
tat's wad i've always believed, for every single relationship.
i've seen how friends ruined relationships.
just by their unthoughtful remarks.
nightmares nightmares!
hearing those comments,
i suddenly wonder if they are gers or not, if they are just too young to know anything.
if it's happening on their bfs,
i wonder how they will react.
i just realised y their thinking is so different from mine.
if u say i dun haf trust in u, so be it. cos u alr dun trust tat i haf trust in u, so wadeva i say will be useless.
n for them, it's not that i dun trust u. but i dun wan to create any chance for such things to happen n i dun feel comfortable about it lahr.
if u r really that hungry, i'll help u stock up cup noodles in ur room kies.. haha..
in hall, it's just so easy to let THINGS happen. u never noe!
n for them, if they haf a bf staying in hall. going out for supper wif a ger alone at 12.30am, will they be comfortable about it? n if there's once, there'll be twice, n so what will they do?
for me, i'm just doing my part. but quarrelling was not expected. i din expect such a small thing to volcanoe-d into such big ting. perhaps i shudnt use the word quarrelling. we din quarrelled. but some how the communication took place in a teary way for me. seriously without the communication part, will this relationship last? or i'll be keeping everything to myself until the day i cant keep anymore?
for u, if i'm the one who stay in hall today and go out for supper wif a guy alone at 12.30am, what will u do/think?
n to begin with, u din even discussed with me to stay hall or not =)
sometimes i think we lack the pre-relationship part, to lay down certain expectations. maybe it'll just helps if we had do so.
din slp well last night.
how i wish there's smbody there last night for me.
sayang me n help me to slp.
isnt tat a wonderful thing if there's such a person.
hmm. i'm really tired now.
wells,
the real nightmare as finally began.
friends comments can affect a relationship very much.
tat's wad i've always believed, for every single relationship.
i've seen how friends ruined relationships.
just by their unthoughtful remarks.
nightmares nightmares!
hearing those comments,
if it's happening on their bfs,
i wonder how they will react.
i just realised y their thinking is so different from mine.
if u say i dun haf trust in u, so be it. cos u alr dun trust tat i haf trust in u, so wadeva i say will be useless.
n for them, it's not that i dun trust u. but i dun wan to create any chance for such things to happen n i dun feel comfortable about it lahr.
if u r really that hungry, i'll help u stock up cup noodles in ur room kies.. haha..
in hall, it's just so easy to let THINGS happen. u never noe!
n for them, if they haf a bf staying in hall. going out for supper wif a ger alone at 12.30am, will they be comfortable about it? n if there's once, there'll be twice, n so what will they do?
for me, i'm just doing my part. but quarrelling was not expected. i din expect such a small thing to volcanoe-d into such big ting. perhaps i shudnt use the word quarrelling. we din quarrelled. but some how the communication took place in a teary way for me. seriously without the communication part, will this relationship last? or i'll be keeping everything to myself until the day i cant keep anymore?
for u, if i'm the one who stay in hall today and go out for supper wif a guy alone at 12.30am, what will u do/think?
n to begin with, u din even discussed with me to stay hall or not =)
sometimes i think we lack the pre-relationship part, to lay down certain expectations. maybe it'll just helps if we had do so.
din slp well last night.
how i wish there's smbody there last night for me.
sayang me n help me to slp.
isnt tat a wonderful thing if there's such a person.
hmm. i'm really tired now.
10:56 AM
